You ever get that moment where Flash just decides to crash or close, losing your work, or perhaps a file get's randomly corrupted or wont export the .swf properly. Well all of those things happened today, fortunately I'm in the habbit of frequently praying to our lord and savior CTRL+S and backing up my files, so I didn't lose anything. Still a very annoying string of inconveniences. But I'll live.

I've been trying to bring myself to make something small, just to get something out their, but I really don't know what to do, I don't just want to take a shit and flush it straight into the portal just because. Especially not for the first submission on my account. I did consider doing something for Madness Day, but last year it was a genuine dissapointment for me, a lack of submissions and nothing particularly new or groundbreaking, unlike the previous years. So the thought settled in that it might be pointless doing so. But then, I might go ahead and do something anyway just for old times sake. It seems every year I wanted to do something big for Madness Day, but forgot until it was only a few weeks away and laziness kicked in and I think, maybe next time. But this year I remembered a few months prior, I'm still not sure if that's enough or even if I want to do something. I don't want to start something and give up half way is what I mean, it would just be a waste.

I'm a little stuck at the moment because I really want to make some new music, but the studios closed for a while, so I don't have access to decent recording equipment. So it's just me and my shitty laptop, I might whip something up real quick in FL Studio, perhaps a cover of some sort? I really don't know...

So yeah, today has been the day of not knowing what the fuck to do.

My Birthday

2014-06-21 09:12:00 by ZykiaZyoki

Happy one year closer to death day! So yeah, that time of year again. I'm 19 years old now, feeling exactly the same as yesterday, but this means I can be a narcicistic cunt for the rest of the day. So wish me a happy birthday and all that.

I'm working on some stuff to upload, I got a lot of songs I gotta upload at some point, I really want to finish a game of some kind, the one I'm working on is a really long term project, so I'm considering just making something small and quick really as just a way of getting something out there. But I don't just want to pump out a piece of shit either, so I dunno what I'm gonna do. If you want to suggest some ideas for songs, covers or something for me to make, then I'm all ears. I'm just wondering where to from here really.

Peace out motherfuckers.

I'm back baby.

2014-06-15 12:21:17 by ZykiaZyoki


 >> UPDATE || 21/06/2014
Help InfektedToeJam Get Noticed, he's got some fairly decent Audio Submissions and he still hasn't been scouted on the audio portal yet. Follow him or promote a link to his stuff.


Here comes them nitpicking comments "Couldn't have been gone long could I?" and "What when was I ever here to start with?" and so on and so fourth. Well I was always here on a variety of accounts, almost 12 years to date now. I kinda left a little after the redesign, coincidence not one of those "The new Newgrounds sucks, I'm out of here." people, I was kinda lurking about even afterwards just to see what was happening. I'm quite surprised how much it's changed, even since the redesign so many things have changed and progressed and it's pretty refreshing.

I wasn't really planning on rejoining the community until recentely. Been dropping by, uploading some bits and pieces, talking to some old NG users I knew in a previous life. I had innitially left because I just sorta lost most of my interest in Newgrounds, online game, movies, that kinda stuff, average story of growing up, you start to lose interest in things you used to love, actually that began to happen long before I left. However recently I've been giving into the nostalgia, remenising over good times long gone. Honestly a lot of good memories, so many awesome people, so many great submissions. And BLAM suddenly I'm getting the same feeling I got when I first joined Newgrounds.

So here I am, gonna go check out the site, drop by as often as I can and perhaps start uploading some submissions of my own. Missed out on quite a lot, so I got some catching up to do.

Peace out people.