Entry #3


2014-06-26 19:26:13 by ZykiaZyoki

You ever get that moment where Flash just decides to crash or close, losing your work, or perhaps a file get's randomly corrupted or wont export the .swf properly. Well all of those things happened today, fortunately I'm in the habbit of frequently praying to our lord and savior CTRL+S and backing up my files, so I didn't lose anything. Still a very annoying string of inconveniences. But I'll live.

I've been trying to bring myself to make something small, just to get something out their, but I really don't know what to do, I don't just want to take a shit and flush it straight into the portal just because. Especially not for the first submission on my account. I did consider doing something for Madness Day, but last year it was a genuine dissapointment for me, a lack of submissions and nothing particularly new or groundbreaking, unlike the previous years. So the thought settled in that it might be pointless doing so. But then, I might go ahead and do something anyway just for old times sake. It seems every year I wanted to do something big for Madness Day, but forgot until it was only a few weeks away and laziness kicked in and I think, maybe next time. But this year I remembered a few months prior, I'm still not sure if that's enough or even if I want to do something. I don't want to start something and give up half way is what I mean, it would just be a waste.

I'm a little stuck at the moment because I really want to make some new music, but the studios closed for a while, so I don't have access to decent recording equipment. So it's just me and my shitty laptop, I might whip something up real quick in FL Studio, perhaps a cover of some sort? I really don't know...

So yeah, today has been the day of not knowing what the fuck to do.


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2014-06-26 19:27:04

This is gonna be long.

Ughmmhm, Zykiazyoki, people have no idea what me and you have been through together. They think we are just "classic" bestfriends? LOL. NO. you mean so much to mean and I mean so much to you. You have changed my life forever, you've made me smile and laugh at the hardest moments in my life. and when I tried to kill myself you called my dad to take me to the hospital, you were baling your eyes out and you didint sleep that night. I just want you to know that I am so sorry I put you through that I wasint thinking about the people who cared for me like you, your family, my sister, my dad. And I didint think about myaha.

Why would I leave my seven year old sister in this world alone? What example am I setting for her? Well, I didint mean to make you cry I thought nobody cared, but you have always proved me wrong. You are the most brightest person I've ever meet. I'm sorry for all the times I embarress you in public with my obnoxiousness like that one time at jerry bobs that was so funny.

We always have the best moments together, like when we went to Phoenix and we went on all the rides together and that photo where my mouth is open. We send the most ugliest funniest photos of our selves to each other. And the time we went to the fair and I threw up all over the mc Donald's play ground cause I was laughing to hard. And all the selfies we took are unforgettable. You are seriously the best person I have meet. when we grow older I'll be the one to move in with you and pancho. Well, me and my rich hot husband lololololololol #lonerforever

Ahahaha, man, I miss you so much there is never a dull moment that we have with each other. Like neverrrrr. We laugh at the most random things we mostly laugh at the people we see at walmart thoo

ZykiaZyoki responds:

Hi, my Name is Zykia Zyoki.


2014-07-13 09:25:18

I can't really know exactly what you're looking for since I'm a newb and I don't really pay attention to Newgrounds community stuff (like clock day, pico day, and so on), but do something you're ambitious about, something you love and hate, something you know you'll go back to to and re-draw, re-edit, add on, take away, put your heart and soul into. What drives me to continue animating is the little details and references (and coffee), I want people to go back and look at little things, even if its just text, once you get an idea, break out the notepad and go crazy, once you've listed everything you want to do and have organized it carefully, you'll have plenty to do, the visual ideas will rush to your head even clearer. Just have patience man, rework and redraw, don't take it too seriously and you'll be just fine.



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